Yesterday was the first time we have been to church since Jack was born. It was so great to be able to go and “feel” like a normal family. We have not gone before now because the doctors told us to stay clear of the nursery and I didn’t like the idea of just Brian or me going. One of my great friends was singing a solo and I just could not miss it!! Since Jack can not go to child care, I sat in the back and held him. Jack did great. He listened, ate, and slept. He did better then I thought he was going to do. He is already teaching me not to doubt him. I got more emotional about being at church then I thought I would... In some way it reminded me how Jack is not like other babies. It is funny, but I wish I could put him in the nursery, get a pager and enjoy church... It is just one more thing to remind me that my son is not 100% healthy and it makes me sad and scared for the unknown...
My friend was amazing. She sang a Faith Hill song, A baby changes everything. It touch my soul...and I know it touched everyone in the sanctuary. God has truly blessed her with a gift...and she shared it with all in attendance yesterday.
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